none other than perfect

One day, one fine day when the sun is shining brightly on me,ill find that shirt, that says, "im not perfect, and i will never be, im not going to try either."

Im not good with emotions. Others get emotional easily, my emotions flutter easily. Lets name my emotions Sam. 

She is good at pretending, but deep down it hurts. Sam is easily affected by mean words, and easily be happy with small little efforts made to make her happy. Sam is fragile.

Its not hard, to just stand at one corner, or lock urself up, and cry all you want when youre sad. Time heals, but from what i see, time doesnt heal. Time to time, you wont heal if you dont deal. I learn to make moves to make my life better. I dont want to be trapped in something i dont even want to be in the first place. There is no use holding on to something thats not even making you happy. 

Im not talking about my life, generally.

People you need in your life, are those who make you happy. Happy at the sight of their presence, happy at the sight of their first Hi, and people who actually do something to make you happy. Those who saddens you, dont have to be there. Why do you need them if all they ever do is bring you down to your knees?

:)

p.s. i cant tell if all these is making me stronger, or killing me.