and live the rest of our lives, but not together.

I dont like to be alone.

When things are just not meant to be, they wont happen..No matter how hard we try it just wouldnt. I dwell with my regrets from the past to live on tomorrow. I cry for things that happened in the past at times.

I try to reason my actions, my decision. I cry recalling those moments i miss so much.
Some part of me just want to get a grip of those memories and stuff it in a bottle and throw it away, far deep down the blue ocean so i will never remember.

But the ocean is big, and im on a tiny little boat. If i throw whats in me, ill drown.

If there was a chance to rewind back into the past, i will tell you everything thats going on my mind. I will tell you everything i wish to say now. But its too late. Everything has changed.. I took that path, i took that road, i made that choice.

I do miss my pasts sometimes, no matter what. I do miss you, i do miss everything. Thats why sometimes its so hard to face the fact, its so hard to face my past and what have i done.

So im just going to keep whats going on in me to myself..sometimes, i do smile for you. I always wish for the best for my pasts, my present, and my future.

I cannot wish for a better future than i am in now, i never regret taking that chance.

When you do miss me, remember i will always remember you for good.
it wasnt meant to be, im sorry.

MIKA- Happy Ending
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.


Rascal Flatts- My Wish
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
More then anything, more then anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
ou never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,

Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.
Oh More then anything,
Yeah, and more then anything,

Yeah, this, is my wish.


Sincerely, yyling.

i won that fight, but i lost this war.