hello peeps (:

I just finish biology 2 and i am here. Seems like exam over d. Okay la, admit la, blog died kan..

hahaha. 10th december i put colour into u my baby(:

wish me luck babies:D

e for elephant, x for XY chromosome, A for biology, M for m la wth

it spells EXAM.

ok i having a very extremely bad day, and all i had for dinner is some polo bun.

so, how the hell am i going to start my hardcore studying!! ahhh, why i cannot be like those on facebook. "stress la assignment..."

"stress la exammmm..."

Today i was SUPPOSED to be studying but i slept whole day, tired gila. Im starting to enjoy pra-after stpm syndrome :( i am not doing anything productive.

I wanted to motivate myself to study bio right, so i took a photo of myself and the bio book and set it as my wallpaper on my phone which i will look like every moment possible.

*not workinggggg*

nono, cannot post up here.hahahah. later all my friends dissapear, TAK KENAL.

=/ maybe i should put my FAILED marks then i will be scared abit.

sighs, bad mood.

=( ta.

friends who are sensitive enough are those who capture my heart, they are worth my time.

its not things that makes me remember them, its those moments when nobody cares but they are there.

if you only knew.

Avalanche – Marie Digby

Since when do you come around?

And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same

Left me, in yesterday

You don't see me that way, touched me that way, no more

When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)

And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)

But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way

It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If you only knew, What my heart would do for you

I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?

Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?

And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'

Trapped in, by regret

There's no way out, when there's no way in (no)

And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)

And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)

But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way

It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If you only knew, What my heart would do for you

I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?

Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?

And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit (quickly, quickly)

Something's shifted, have we drifted too far, apart now?

If you only knew, What my heart would do for you

I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?

Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?

And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)

Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

Avalanche

as exam approches :(

instead of pressing the button" : " first, then followed by " ) ", its : then (, which makes :(

i dont know what the heck am i talking about, -.-
dont need to worry, ur not the only person on earth who is having the trauma, exam trauma!
i wanna please and calm myself saying im prepared FULLY to face the big big exam, but nohhhh. I IS NOT!!

so....if this blog goes dead, not my fault.
pleaase understand my dear blog.
exam faulttttt!!!!!

anyways, i ah, living good i guess, gained here and there (not weight only laaa) and lost here and there.

but im actually happy, if i can blog means im free and happy. omgosh im lying.

i like mooncake festival, but i dont like mooncake. its a facttt.

i noticed my room getting filled with too much disney characters recently. i even bought a hello kitty hair clip.its cute, yeah.

one of the reactions i get;

"what the tut is with you and that hello kitty on ur head??!"

my sister must have had a bad childhood, pity her. someone, show her love.

ps. since when this web has became a complain page. :( :(

happy raya, happy me (:

Im so happy that raya is here, and i already have my raya gift. Lol. Well, not exactly a gift that everyone would like and yada yada, but for me its like a BIG thing, a good thing, at least (:

And Jason gave me that raya giftt, which is a MAKEOVER for my lagging laptop. Told u, um, months ago? That my laptop is lagging like theres this huge fat elephant sittin gon the transmission line? Now the elepant LOST weight already. Pity him to make trip'S to me home just to get it all done.

Thanks JAY. and u changed my user name -.-

Well, seems like jay and fei is a compliment. Like they always come together, so when jay came to my house sunday night, fei came along. Dont put two girls who one of em is so talkative (me) with another who is easily INDUCED to talking. If anyone says fei got more talkative...u know why already lah. heh heh heh

Any raya holidays /holiday plans? Anyone? Im getting bored, dust aso growing nih.

HAPPY RAYA ALL!! (:

should i trust facebook?

Well, occationally (yeah right) i take FB's quizzes, u know.. those random " HOW BITCHY ARE U?" type of questions.

Everyone seems to be taking random quizzes, everytime log in sure got some result. So i jadi mutual follower go do quizzes also.

i feel very "in".
(not so out-dated lah.)

Amazing what kind of quizzes they can make up these days. Date of death, how will you die, initials of ur future spouse. Technology mkes everything possible, who cares about those who can look into the future already. Told u smart people is not alive wan. Einstein also died..-.-

I heard einstein cheated on his wife,wtv.

They said im gonna get married like, 3 years from now. Should i trust facebook? =.=

maybe,not.

Watched final destination 4 the other day, gross la, but storyline like sangkut sangkut wan, no fun. Lucky i not so noob like adeline go watch 3D hahahaha. Nevermind lah adelinee, its the company that matters kan.. summo not like u watching the screen.

"adeline, u busy watching the movie or busy looking to ur left/right (coz ahemahem there..)"

"seventeen BUCKS wei!!! watch the movie lah. wan look left right do what??"

haha. i like her principal. Lol.

Anyways, im gonna watch "where got ghost?" with baby. Waichun laaa, keep saying how funny how funny, plus its like some chinese show that a banana like me wont understand at all. *tenghan pats my back* i translate EVERYTHING for you.

awww. must be cursin me stupid banana, how become chinese ah u??!

BAhbahbah. i need a haircut, im so bored. :(

dont do that!!!!

i is gonna stab u with this. SERIOUS.

arghhhhhh. such bad mood!

Never know why or when this wave of anger just pops out like pimples. Perhaps thats where pimples come from. People who have lots and lots of pimples are highly patient coz their anger is like, held in by the pimple. yah. cool. so dont complain if u got so much pimple, its cool.

I feeling sh--tty. Dahla my sister so freakin annoying, phone charger also can misplace, YA ALLAH!!! i need some endorphins to make my day. i neeed hugs :(

damn internet damn maths damn those people who just cant leave my hormones alone. everytime i look at "those people" i is have this urge to smack them. if they had brains i would have blend it and feed it to the cows, yeah quote me. sadly they dont, pure nutcase.

oh wait. cows are grass eaters. whatever la. feed to some animal.

being racist can be really funny sometimes. Im not, i guess. But just when that that that certain minority kicks that AHHHH*&^*&^!!!! into me, then yah. racist is good. "sure ______ la" fill in the blanks accordingly.

some people just thinks they is smart hor but they have disobeyed the LAW!! LAW OF YYLING!!!! remember that law, no not that, the other one.

"those who thinks they are smart are actually stupid, because if ur smart you'd probably be dead by now. no smart person is living right now."

yah, hi stupid. DONT WORRY, we are equally stupid. just that u maybe a little stupider coz ur wastin ur time readin. lol.

sometimes i do scream "BITCH!!!!!!! go die lahhhh" silently when u do that, really.. the world doesnt revolve around u ni la. think abit can ah. is ur head empty, or ur heart is? everything seems fake. =.=

and oi, bitch can be for guys. hahahaha. okay everybody start being paranoid. whos yyling talking about ah..haaha. dont care about me la dear readers. its just a random rant, biar yang makan cili terasa pedasnya.

(:

FORGIVE AND FORGET.

dont ask who. forget oready.

bwear huggg:(

my brownie.

kay i gtg sleepp. tmrw got school and i have to face the world.

ya i know right. i face the world tomorrow and u are facing the computer now. pffft

i feel like saying wt_ but, manners. (:

ps; eh who took my ruler HAH!!!???

pps:opst. oh i found my ruler already.

ppps; i bad mood. so...better not trigger. nolah, after sleep okay d lah.

NITEEEEE. i is has new earrings. love it.

oh oh evacuate the dancefloor..trials overrr.

HE ;

DID THIS :

FOR ;






SO SHE DID THIS :

FOR HIM.

note to everyone.

i sew myself okay his name and mine! his on a blue towel and mine on pink(:

serious lah, dont gimme that face-.-

i can hold a needle. rawr. preety tak? don play play, i can stitch ur mouth. lol

i did it in two days..after exam. see too free lah kan. to say it was easy peasy was an understatement. i did it for love. har har har

at first when i hold needle that time, full determination lah right, if got superman stop me aso i can fight him back.. then level of DETERMINATION start to decrease, macam nak give up halfway (yea i memang like that) but i endure endure all the ter-poke here and there, i even poke the needle through my fingers tapi tak sakit.. coz it like poke through the epidermis or something whatever la.

i nearly die of heart attack-.-

WHY I GOT NEEDLE IN MY FINGER BUT NOT PAIN WANNNN???

ya allaa moments. tsk tsk.

and yeah,i is have new walls in my room with cute teddy bears! he pasted wallpapers for me saturday night.

dear u yang telah paste wallpaper, ur surprice really...weird.

"yyling come out awhile i wan ask u maths.. really wan i outside d with maths tuition paper"

and its 10 pm in the middle of the night. what sense does that make..? (:

i happyly with my not so boleh jumpa orang clothes rush change then i halfway changing i see xinfei and him outside my door. ROOM DOOR.

my family members should really have this thing where they shouldNOT let random ppl wait outside my door-.-

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(: ahh. i feel so happy, i took revenge of exams by just sitting down and doing nothing the next day after exam finished.

Not really NOTHING at all la..but yeah, everything but study. i going to go crazy if study more..seriously.

and she complains shes fat to me every moment..yeah..i know right.

nono, i tak pernah terasa. hahahaha

Oh ya, there this week before exams i went ikea for dinner. Before that i was in midvalley if i wasnt mistaken, with mr soo, shopping for i dont know what.

Somehow we decided to eat dinner in ikea, because baby insisted that the meatballs are like heaven. So we tried those heavenly balls, turned out, yeah. awesome.

meatballs anyone?

I always like to give people surprices, i feel at most happy when i see their speechless but trying to say thanks and shocked faces. it so remains in my mind.

do u believe in the word "forever"? because the word forever makes me cry.

one more week

one more week and i will b done with exams, swear i never touch my bio, now only touching.

i have like less than 48 hours to finish studying bio. god bless my soul-,-

exams arrrr.. faster finish. i wan go outtttt.

YES I CANNOT WAIT FOR FRIDAY.

ps; happy birthday xinnaaaa. (: all the best, rawr.
i hope ur reading. aahah.

study ppl study. what u doing. :P

semangat membara untuk exam

saya sedang menduduki trials STPM.

jangan kacau ok? terima kasih untuk tidak mengacau, laman page ini akan mampus selama seminggu dua.

terima kasih semua yang meng-wish saya luck.

cikgu kimia sangat jahat.. dah ambil kertas ujian terus bagi answer suruh mark kertas soalan. tsk tsk tsk. dahla baca answer macam laser nak tembak orang=.=

banyak dashsyat, warna merah bulat bulat banyak..

sekian, banyak sayang.

akan kembali jika saya tidak mati dihempap buku yang berat.

-YY yang semakin tua=.=