peng you.

sigh.

when there is problem, its very common to just put the blame on someone else, push the responsibility to someone else, and rarely we ever stand strong on our own feet and admit its partially our mistake in the first place. im not saying i never put the blame on someone else even when i did something wrong but im a hundred percent sure that ive never put the whole blame on someone and not share the burden.

i may not be the toughest, the wisest, the richest, but i know i did something to make things right. the only thing i did wrong was to trust someones word, trust them whole heartily that they wont betray that one little trust you let them have. especially when it comes to sensitive issue, helping is never a problem. at that point when someone asks for help ive never hesitated but now im regretting my actions, its like putting myself into a bigger mess and im stuck in it.

friends come and go and only true ones stay by your side, and with time im sure everyone will realize their true colors. anyone can tell you they'll be there when you need them, but when you actually need someone, youll realise sometimes, people lie. and thats when you'll realise you've been believing in crap all these while..and that people are selfish and of course, they will sacrifice friendships for the sake of themselves.

and when that time comes, be strong my friend. theres absolutely nothing that you can do. at least there was nothing i could do.its a dog eat dog world and people love reputation even it means tarnishing one friends name, putting up a front just to please someone else. so....yea

and word of advice, be friends with hippos.

cos hips dont lie. 

yo.