Some prayers find an answer, some dont.

I was never a spiritual person, never was the first to put my hands together and pray whenever im in need, but i do. Sometimes its the only way i have, sometimes its the only way i hold myself together. Its the only time we can speak some sense into ourselves and give ourselves some space to think things through.. think and think and think. Men always say women tend to think too much, i cant deny. :)

Its hard to comprehend what we want sometimes..when the good comes with the bad, and the happy comes with the sad. When you have everything you wanted and youre afraid someday you might lose it. When you dont have what you wanted and youre afraid having it might change how things are right now.

one doors swings open, another door closes.

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Today i learnt a valuable lesson. I learnt that not everyone thinks the same way i do, they dont have that same level of tolerance like i do, or maybe they just dont behave the way i do.

I had no intention of making anyone angry but apparently i did. I wanted to borrow, lets say a mushroom but i was afraid of waking them up and disturbing their beauty sleep. No intention of stealing and i even wanted to return it back once i found my mushroom from mushroom land! Plus at the first sight of them i even informed quickly without hesitation, cos i knew. ps, i really needed that mushroom.

i know im at fault for taking stuffs while they/he/she/it are asleep, but if i was in their place i wont mind. i knew i wouldnt mind anyone borrowing my stuff just cos they dont want to wake me up, but world is a special place and god made everyone unique as they are. i get so comfortable with people but they dont, apparently.

but you could have at least say it in a nicer way that you didnt like it, didnt you? you had to WTF ITS NOT RIGHT AT ALL WTF WTFWTFTFGFUEHDUFKEHKFHEFFEIJFIE CAN YOU LIKE FUCKING TELL ME NEXT TIME NJOIEJDIOEHDUEHDUHE WTFFFF. *exaggeration intended

yeah dont worry man, i totally got the message. bless you, seriously.

apparently apparently apparently.

Today is not a good day! :(

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing 
Is beating our hearts
We're empty