blink, oh im nineteen?

 they say, pictures paint a thousand word. so kids, when your teacher asks you to write a long essay, give your best shot and paint the most beautiful nude picture of her. A++

i managed to come across accidentally my old photos from somewhere. and it feels like yesterday when i was 15 and still think friendster was the "in-thing".

and i looks pretty much, ugly younger and innocent.

when i was 15, and suddenly,

 im 19. looking as chubby as ever.

i feel so old right now, that a can of beer doesn't make me feel younger at all. but growing was supposed to be a good thing right? we live and we eventually die but i wanna make the best of the living part. i wanna have babies now. lol.

 thank you daddy for my 19th white chocolate cake, awesome! and thank you baby for joining my family celebration. he said yes i am your family now after that. *melts

and back then when i was 15 my nickname was char siew pao. -.-

i love celebrations, no matter what celebration it is. it doesnt have to involve me celebrating something, anyone will do. because i feel so happy seeing other people being so graciously happy! i share happyness everywhere i go, really, heh.

but i love my birthdayyy most most!

 thank you carmen ♥♥♥ i loveeee you so much.

and oh. did i mention the boys got me this pink thing. -.-

what it says on the card from jason was ;

 you know guys get g-string and stuff, well..youre no exception!

and jeekeng wrote on my card; 

i "HOPE" you look good in your pinky.

 somebody kill him please.

 for my lovely pink flowery new love,thank you boys.

thank you; meiwah, jinee, jason, zippy, karhoe, ben, walter, jeekeng =.=

 fei made me a scrap book of our journey. i feel so happy looking at it. :) 

thank you hunnn

the photo film and the 3D glass thing was a gift from baby, for my bday. the red cute globe was from him too. i wonder why he give me so many, i think its to restock his future future bday gift that he is going to forget. hahaha

the heart shaped ring and a scarf was from eva! i didnt know she knew it was my birthday, so thoughtful of her :) ill learn to appreciate those who are always there now. why didnt i notice eva. noh not cos she small size 0,0

kay! proper bday update, done. fish i look so young when i was 15, wanna see?

being 15 made me a girl,

being 19 made me a woman.

woman signing off, mwah! ♥