listen!

songs that i listen to, or i like, doesn't mean that i mean what the lyrics print, or what the song is supposed to mean. i just like listening to the catchy tune, and maybe, some is just because it has deep meaning. :) i can like two songs which are contradicting okay. like "i belong to me" by Jessica Simpson and " i belong to you" by Eros ramazoti.

doesn't make sense?

Frisbee! i missed Frisbee very much actually, and i like Frisbee.
thank you for organising, whoever it is. and thank you zip and edric for msging lots of people. particularly zip, because he is always the one sending out invitations to everyone. thank you so much :)

i have something with catching things, especially moving things. i like catching moving flying things that are NOT insects. i used to catch those poor tiny lady birds from the hibiscus tree in primary and put it in my pencil box i remember. and cry when some idiot open my pencil box and the lady bird flies.

whattt. i was in primary school okay. i can cry just about anything.  

talking about primary school. my mom laid my primary school uniform on my bed yesterday night. -.-
she said oh look how much you have grown. you were so cute and small last time. i wanted to say "SO I NOT CUTE NOW LA" but i held back because she was holding a broom.

 mind the hello kitty and melody. i love them, so. 19 still can like cute things right. :)
and the person who bought it was baby. dia yang sukaaaaaa..whatodo? lol

memories!

i told carmen who was my first crush in primary. yes he is alive!

i cant believe i was so small u know. how much i have grown and WIDENED. i didn't feel the growth and the ageing process. i still remember being caned in school for not bringing book or newspapers for English. (yes my teacher dam ganas) i think thats where violence was inflicted in me. since primary, what to do?


and even in secondary i still get caned because i am always placed in the class with most noise and people who are unable to line up properly. and in secondary, it was more evenly spread. i mean the caning. one gets all gets. whole class kena so we will all sing in joy under the hot sun while being punished, we will together defend our class and together curse at the teacher when she complains. i think, i had the most interesting high school years with the most interesting rules. being punished was a mundane thing. brrr.

and high school that time, wasnt the dating time of my life. it was more of...rule following time. i was the nerd-die-est. and some wont even recognise me anymore if they see me now. I GREW and I MATURED. so. yes.

and then i went form 6. which the term "we live in a free country" seems real and true. :) there was exceptions and skipping classes to retarded classmates and my first warning letter. from school, which i didnt return because they didnt ask. haha. even if they did, i wouldve signed myself and returned it. because i am too angelic to be late for school.

i miss classroom right now. i wish i can go through form 6 all over again.

on a randomer note,

my Jessica loves honey dew.

saw her fingers? it read OMG GIVE ME MORE. 

chaos. =)