someday when i looked back

when i looked back at the past, i wasn't who i was today. much different, physically and emotionally. i wonder what changed me, what influenced me into who i am today, for better or for worse, its me, yes i am who i am. WITH OR WITHOUT THE HAIRCUT

my hair is not like that anymore, :D

past week i was emotionally unstable -.- for some things that i shouldn't even worry about. i am guessing my mind isn't that simple after all. maybe im not occupied with things that i am supposed to do, or things that i can do, people should throw something at me for me to do you know. so i stop thinking about nonsense and useless things.

no lah, not suicidal thoughts. i wanna die also i dowan kill myself lah. im too precious to this world, heeeee :D

at 2.40am on a SUNDAY JULY 11TH,  i VOW to live life love.......and eat. i will not have persistent thoughts of the impossibles and doubts, but if i do, it must be of POSITIVITY. i will not have any delusional thoughts about others, and i will eat sunshine, grow rainbow. *copyright phrase.

todays random vow is inspired when somebody whack me and say why u thinking about all that? ♥
because i said to this particular dude who loves me enough to marry me, what if i didnt meet you? how? *sad face*

can u guess whats this? 

bye lovelies, sleep well, remember to smile (:

this is vain post. its all about me, even has a picture of me taken by me.

♥