cooler than me

I think there are too many people in this world who is cooler than me.

For instance that dude in Japan who can juggle glass balls! OMG that was so cool okay. I wished i had his hands to play with those glass balls like they arent glass? -.-''




That was just too cool, and this is one of those millions people who are cooler than me. I think the coolest thing i can do is laugh. Hey, laughing is cool okay. And wearing those huge designer shades to cover up your whole face isnt cool, it makes you look like a caterpillar or some kind of overdosed drug abused bug...or something. I dont care. Its not cool -.-''

Theres limit to everything and those too unnecessarily huge shades, just, isn't necessary. LOL

Anyways, today my mom made me half strip on webcam cos she said i looked fat. =.='' I know it sounds wrong but eh, my mother la. And nothing inappropriate was shown, dont worry. Yes, i half strip, means she get to see my tummy, hand and everything else which she think i gained. Dont ask how, but it wasn't obscene.

Well, input with no output results in REMAINS.coughfatscough

You see, my mom cares about how i look more than how i care for myself. So yes, all the dieting is gone because i am far from home HAHAHAHA. But i will, try to control my intake because alot people complain i fat everyday here -.-. Endless. I dont get it, begitu gemukkah aku.=(

You see ah, girls become anorexic because you people who is too insensitive la. Keep complain we fat fat fat fat. Then when we get depressed, we dont want to eat. When we dont want to eat, we dont live well, and get even more depressed and end up dying of anorexic or some sort of depression. Careful of your words lah.

Dont worry i not so easy depressed ahahahaha. Im happy that i can grow. Thank GOD. =)

But, if din eat, become like that, how?