Ive come to realise my problem suddenly, after all the lemons thrown at me in life. I find it hard to believe in people, to believe that good things will last. I used to believe but now i no longer believe in those things.
good things will fall apart. things that happen recently, things that ive seen, things that ive heard, things that ive done. made me who i am. changed the way i think. changed the way things work around me. i am happy, but i know, ill never be as happy as i was.
please forgive my mistakes, sincerely. i dont know how to face my mistakes, i dont know how to make things better. i just know how to run away from all those things. :/ i wish to be forgiven.
anyway, enough with the sensitive issue about myself.
second year is here, and im sure the first sem isnt going to be as easy as the first year. running away from class, getting up late and stuff, its going to be a tough ride and i gotta..suit up or man up. one of it that makes things better.
my roomie shifted out, seems empty right now. i dont like the feeling of being alone but at the same time i feel like im having some personal space alone. eating alone, laughing alone. ah i going to go insane soon.
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| i miss you guys so much. :'( |
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