goodbye

at some point i realized, ive done too much for you. 

i sometimes hope, i could be wanted. i want to feel like im wanted, like im needed in your life.

i tried to tolerate as much, i tried to tell you, i tried to sacrifice. i said dont have to call me if youre gaming, i said you could just go play your game and dont have to call me, and yet.. im to blame for the distance between us. i dont like it when youre gaming and im talking, its rubbish. youre not even listening eventhough you say youre listening.

i honestly dont know how much to give in.. i dont know what to do anymore.

I have to draw a line, between determination and desperation to be with you.