forever and for always

i got this cute little green wind up toy. i got it, together with you. in tropicana. every visit there we will go to this little cute machine, slot in some coins and smack (only i smack) the button to make it start turning and smack again to make it stop.

and the small wind -ups that comes out from it gives me smiles.

i don't know why but the littlest things that i remember makes me ponder. fall deep in thoughts, is this true is is this just something that will go off after awhile. id tell myself to have faith but i couldn't stop thinking.

i don't know what you think, what you really feel, either i know whether its the truth you're telling. but i only know one thing, i give without holding back when it comes to you. because when you said forever and for always, i still smile.

blah. he doesn't even reads my blog.