Push until you can't and then demand more

Katy Perry is cute. I super like to look at her music videos and *stare*

Dont know why? no....i dont swing that way either. I admire pretty girls, :)

hah. recently someone dug out my secondary school picture. i looked so "awesome". it kinda reminded me about my high school days when it was all about studying and nothing else.well those were the times when there was less things to worry about. right now everything is pretty jumbled up together that when you decides on something it also affects directly or indirectly something else.

like if i eat dinner and go to bed right away like what i did yesterday, ill be fat-ter and long term, affects health and blah..

i shall stop that, this whole eat dinner feel sleepy and go to bed thing is making me fat, isn't it. ahahaha.

i know and i notice myself too that im much more paranoid and have some sort of self conscious right now compared to how i was last time, but hey. some sort of self realization is better than none. =p

my god im so close to going home. i cannot wait. FOOOOOOOOOD