Wednesday, December 1, 2010

last christmas

the only vivid thing i remembered about last Christmas was a very heart breaking thing and the coincidence of me and baby wearing pink on that night! swear din plan, hahaha. =)

hahhha omg noob face. -.-''

he says "eh, take again, i too focused on pressing the button that i forgot to smile"
hahhaha. funny.

plus fact, why i adore him? cos he wears pink, and brightttt pink those type. attention seeker, normal. and he wears the colors i like, :) actually i like all colors, i just realised. theres no dislike.

Oh wells, no use dwelling on the past eh? I know i know, but still..it hurts. 
You guys will never understand till you're stepping in my shoes, really. I will never forget though i learn to forgive. Nah, i dont think ill stop hating for good either. It does harm to stop hating you, ya know. Whatever you did stained your image and it can never be removed, cos your just like that. Nothing changes. Even if you did change, you still suck and i still dislike your face.

Noh yy NOOOH. cannot like this.

I often refrain myself from saying or cursing others behind their back, directly or indirectly but when it comes to this particular person i just cant hold back. I think everyone i know is well aware of my this one particular problem. Yea, even my darling room mate. =) Sigh, ive omitted sin. I need more patience and strength to make it through the rain.

Its December-iaaa! How fast time passed by and already, one amazing year is going to fly past across me, and to turn back and think...what good thing have i done, or at least one significant thing that ive done to make this world a better place, i dont know. Cant think of any at the moment.

Maybe me being here in this world itself already made the world a better place, ;) *wink

I perhaps, build better relationships between myself and my dearest friends, if there was a year i had the time of my life, it would be this year, 2010. Where i graduated from Form 6, and spend almost half the year having fun and doing all the random things i could just think of. I wanna repeat 2010 if i could ;)

Every year theres something sweet to remember, theres something awesome to remember, and theres always those tough times when you actually cried over, and there are sad moments which you really want to forget but you just cant, and ultimately, things that happen that changed you or your life. Made your world upside down!

I hate long windy wordy post about that one whole year. And i know people dont read but straight jump to pictures. Actually who cares, theres already Facebook. Check thru your wall? hahaha.Some people make journals out of facebook what, exceptionally good. Whole world knows, whole world also asking "who the hell cares???!" hahaha. so bad la you all. tsk tsk tsk

Ive parted, ive gathered, i came and i almost conquered 2010, almost there. :D

capturing every moment! :D

but right now, i think. im focusing more on keeping myself alive.
-20 degrees, oh my tuhan.

owh owh, i came across something.

Aquarius's careless attitude toward love will baffle and finally enrage highly passionate Taurus, who doesn't want someone just to play with.This attitude could cause Taurus some major upsets as he/she will not be able to accept the problems of the whole world sharing his/her bed, which could cause Taurus to become over demanding in Aquarius' eyes.


im over demanding? =(


PS. thank you those who have been dropping by and offering me help and caring more for me. Didnt know facebook so effective, even people in uni is so friendly to me now. :) thank you all. and no, there is no such thing as application for my brother.. lol! dont take me too seriously. o.o


for those who has always been there, bless you! no word can replace the time and effort you put in to care for me ;) you know who you are! 


PPS; This Christmas will be awesome. i can just feel it. with all the exams and the -20 something temperature. Its so awesome, i...... i can die. =[

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