:(

Im aging, im growing old by every second.

And now those small tiny little candles is going to merge and become just two huge fat big thing in the middle of the cake. Can i have 20 small candles? >(

Its going to be the first time, celebrating without my family around, without kisses and hugs from my dad and mom.. I miss them so much suddenly. Thinking of my birthday just makes me feel suckier without them around. Sigh.

Anyway im going to be old tomorrow, my last day of being 19 will be spent doing what 19 years old do, perhaps studying?

I miss daddy and mummy :(